WHY??
▪️I was raised by my grandparents until I turned 5 cause my parents were busy working abroad and I grew up as a lonely, anti-social kid.
▪️I fell for a guy at 7th grade, and he called me "ugly" so that's when I decided I should change. I started dieting bit by bit cause I was fat AF. (i've stopped dieting in 2014.)
▪️By the time I entered high-school where I thought everything was gonna get better, that's when the nightmare actually started. I constantly got mocked for the way I looked with my tangled hair and dark skin color that I had to transfer to another school cause my parents felt sorry for me.
▪️The rest of my highschool year went quite smooth, yet still a bit of mocking was heard here and there. That was the school where I met my life-changing Mandarin teacher (@eddyedw4rd) who understood me thoroughly and he was there with me to help me get over my past and see what I could actually do with my life.
▪️I found my passion for make-up at the age of 16 as this lil culprit @sarrahmarria drew me into K-pop ; she introduced me to SHINee and I still stan those 5 kids until the very moment with the very same biases (Taemin & Key) but that's not important lol. I started watching lots and lots of make-up tutorial videos, and this one is still my favorite @ponysmakeup 💋
▪️2015 : It was the biggest turning point of my life as an article was written about me. I was pleased as it means I could promote my job even more as an #MUA ; yet people (mostly netizens) attacked me everywhere on my social media and yet again mocked me for my ugly physique instead of seeing what I was capable of. I remember it was around September-October 2015.
▪️On November 2015, I decided I've got enough of the insults and asked my parents whether I could change a thing or two about how I looked. They granted it ; my Dad who's a doctor took me to a plastic surgeon and I asked for a #nosejob👃🏻 ; just to make it smaller as it was sooo huge, it's ridiculous I couldn't even look at myself in the mirror without cringing in disgust.
▪️2016 : I'm living my life happily, enjoying it to the fullest with my new look and not giving a fuck of what you would think ☺️
